Following is the first episode in our new series “Meet an SP”. Of course the first episode had to be Ernest & Gaye Corbett. Below is their version of events which makes for horrifying reading. But beyond the horror, what shines through are two people committed to a philosophy that they see can make positive change. They are far too humble to say, so we will preface their story with a little mention of their contributions to LRH and to Scientology.
- They are Silver Meritorious contributors to the IAS. That’s $500,000
- They are Triple Cornerstone members of the super power building. That’s $100,000
- They have paid in excess of R12,000,000 to Ideal Orgs
- They have sponsored the training of African Scientologists to come to Joburg to train. They sponsored flights, accommodation, food and their training. R30,000 per month for 5 years, or R1,800,000.
- Since 1987 they have trained 4000 teachers and 3000 students on study tech through Education Alive projects they have run in various rural areas.
- Education Alive’s national offices have worked rent free in one of their centres for the last 10 years.
- The executives and some staff of Joburg have lived rent free in houses they own.
The above contributions are by no means exhaustive. For 41 years they have been there to help whenever it was asked of them.
SPs? You decide. Here is their story:
Dear friends,
In the last few days we have come to an end and a beginning.
In 1964 Ernest bought a copy of DMSMH and never read it. In 1971 after we got married we were moving house and while repacking books, I saw the copy of Dianetics Ernest had bought all those years prior. I sat down and read it, start to finish. I insisted that we find somewhere to get Dianetics auditing. I had been unable to fall pregnant and I felt Dianetics and the auditing described in it would address this issue. We found the local org in Durban which neither of us liked it very much, it seemed a little weird the way the staff stared at us. We looked a little more and some months later we found the Jory Mission in Durban. After doing 100 hours of TR 0 the mission reg, George Southworth, suggested I get 25 hours of auditing.
Neville Jory (bless his soul) audited me for 25 hours, after which he asked how I felt. I said I hadn’t handled what I wanted handled, namely to fall pregnant. Neville immediately re-credited my 25 hours and we continued. During this second batch of auditing I fell pregnant. After hearing that I had gone back track, Ernest demanded his own auditing!
Since then we have never stopped. We have always been involved, always looking for ways to forward Scientology and to help others. We have always been connected to orgs.
In 1976 I went Clear on the Apollo with David Mayo as C/S. Ernest was the first public at Flag after their move from the ship to Daytona Beach. I joined him there later and we both had L 10 personally C/S’d by LRH . I was then fortunate enough to have another 4 pilot rundowns delivered to me, again C/S’d by David Mayo and LRH. Ernest was asked to go on a mission to NY to promote the Ls and talked to hundreds of people at different booming missions in NY.
After returning from Flag we joined staff. I became the ED and Ernest was the HES. In 1979 Jens Bogvat arrived on a mission and declared Ernest and removed me as the ED.
After stewing for a few weeks we got on a plane and went to Flag to see the IJC. We sat outside his office. After being ignored for 3 days he asked what we wanted. We asked if he had listened to the tapes of the Comm-Ev. He hadn’t. He took the afternoon to listen to these tapes after which he phoned Joburg and ordered a review comm-ev. Within 24 hours the review was held, the recommendations cancelled and Ernest’s declare was lifted.
We did not return to staff but instead spent time moving up the Bridge. We both got through OT V by 1982. I audited on OT VII until I attested in 1988. 6 years of auditing on OT VII without a single sec check. I completed OT VII in 1988. Ernest started OT VII in 1987 and completed a year later. He didn’t feel he had completed but was told he was finished.
By this time we had both done L12 as well. In 1997 We were recalled to Flag and put back on OT VII which we completed in 2004. This time everyone on OT VII was required to do sec checks every six months. this by the way is completely out tech. In C/S series 73 LRH specifically bans sec checking during a major action and which must only be done if the Pre OT is doing badly or in trouble. We completed OT VIII for the second time in 2004 as well. Again after grueling sec checks on the ship. I could never understand why one would need all this sec checking after having completed OT VII and being completely keyed out. Of course it never occurred to us that this was a good money earner as by the time you get through the wall of sec checking there is a fair amount of protest at having to continually look for non existent overts and withholds.
In 2005 we went back to Flag and re-did all 3 L’s. A year later I returned as I had attention on L12. Review insisted I redo all 3. I did them for a 3rd time.
The point of the above is that we had a lot of auditing, a lot of training. We never stopped. Much of the auditing we had was good, some of it not so good. But we never stopped. We were always doing something both personally and on the 3rd and 4th dynamic.
The above hopefully gives the picture of the sort of people we are when it comes to our approach to Scientology. It was front and centre in our lives, always.
With this in mind when we were approached to help in securing a new building for Joburg we were only too happy to help. The year was 1999. Joburg org was housed in a terrible building in downtown Johannesburg. The area had deteriorated and was dangerous. It repelled it’s public.
A new building was located by Pandy Katakuzinos in Kensington. It was perfect! Everyone who saw it loved the idea of our local and continental org being there. In order to secure it, Ernest and I put up the money and signed the sale agreement. We took this upon ourselves as we didn’t want the org to lose the building. This was paid back through Sea Org reserves some time later. This was prior to the concept of Ideal Orgs. This was just an org trying to be in a better location.
We got very involved in the process of renovating this org as did our son, Mark. Between 2000 and 2002 the idea of “Ideal Orgs” was born and instead of Joburg just handling their own org it became an”IDEAL” Org. When the org was opened by the venerable COB in November 2003 we were immensely proud and for the next 18 months it seemed our efforts were well worth it. Joburg expanded and was announced as Saint Hill Size in March 2005.
However the attention of management moved to the next org to be purchased, Cape Town. A building was found which had just been purchased for R9 million. The new owner threw out a price of R18 million at the church and they jumped and accepted. They had R9 million in hand and this was paid over as a deposit. At that time the plan was to raise a bond for the remaining R9 million which they couldn’t do. The pressure was on to find the balance before they lost the R9 million deposit. We were asked to help and we duly did, raising the bond ourselves to secure the building. This was paid over a year or two through fund raising efforts. Again we put ourselves at risk to save the irresponsible and naive way the SO was managing this process.
The Cape Town building is actually 3 buildings. We sent several requests “uplines” to sell the smaller building and utilise the funds from this to pay for the renovations. It wasn’t that it was disapproved, there was simply no response. To this day (8 years later) the building remains unoccupied by the org.
By this time it seemed that there was an effort to apply a “one size fits all” approach to Ideal Orgs. On a visit to the ship in 2005 we asked to meet with Angie Blankenship who was the WDC Ideal Orgs. We explained our concerns. She was utterly disinterested in what we had to say.
By 2006 there was only one more building required, this one for Durban. The old Westville Hotel was on sale for R5 million. We felt it was a lovely building for an org and were excited to get it. However, Ken Krieger and probably others, disagreed and instead another building was found for R16 million. This building would later be torn down and it remains an empty lot.
Around this time Charmaine Rodgers, of Superpower Reg infamy, came to South Africa. She had a meeting with me. Or rather, she showed up one day at our offices to meet with us. Our secretary informed me that prior to me arriving in my office Charmaine spent time rifling through the papers on my desk. Among the papers was a sale agreement of a shopping centre we were in the process of selling. The profits of this sale were to be used to build a new shopping centre.
Several days later Ernest received a call from an MAA at Flag informing him that senior Sea Org executives were waiting for us at our house and we had better get there pronto. Ken Krieger, Alex Faust, Elmien Lochner and Robert Bokelmann had invited themselves into our home. Their demand was that we pay R5 million for Durban Org. They were quite convinced we had the money and it was obvious they had data about our financial affairs, possibly from the data that Charmaine had gotten from our desk papers. What followed was a 4 hour gang reg interview with all 5 demanding in Nazi fashion that we pay this money. After hours we relented and agreed to pay R1 million. This went down in Ernest’s memory as the worst experience he had ever had in Scientology and perhaps even his life.
During this time it was not unusual to be followed by one or more of the above people trying to get a meeting with us. They would wait outside our premises, follow us to meetings and then follow us back home and ask to meet. It was constant hammering and begging for money, not only for Ideal Orgs but for the basics or someone’s air fare or training or or or!
A week after agreeing to pay R1 million we were visited by 3 of the Durban OT Committee. They begged us to help by loaning them a further R1 million that they would pay back with interest. After some time we agreed. This money was never paid back. Interest on the loan was paid for a few months and then never again.
As you can imagine we had started to fall out of love with this whole idea of Ideal Orgs. But worse was to come. So much worse.
Our realisation at this point was that for Sea Org members to act in this unprofessional fashion, with no compassion, had to mean they were PTS. But PTS to whom?
The full R16 millon had now been raised to purchase the Durban org building. However one Tuesday afternoon We arrived at our office to find Alex Faust, the CO CMO in my office. He broke down in tears, quite literally weeping and explained that a cheque of R5 million from Peter Cooke had bounced. This put the church in breach of the sale agreement. See the full story on that here. Alex was terrified that the church would lose the building and the parishioners their donations. Of course he was in terror that he would be RPF’d. He was in phone communication with COB every night. He had not been able to tell him that this disaster was looming. We agreed to put up security for the R5 million only after Alex had promised that Peter Cook would be rectifying this breach within two weeks and we only needed to put up a guarantee for those two weeks. Neither the Church nor Peter Cooke ever made good on the money and we were left to cover it.
In 2009 Sea Org management issued a general interrogatory to the field in an attempt to discover “who was trying to stop Ideal Orgs”. After the interrogatory both of us were called in to receive “Roll Back”. On the day of the Roll Back, I discovered that we had a R5 million tax bill. This was related to our donations since we had not received tax certificates. We arrived for our roll backs completely out ruds. Despite explaining this I was told to sit down and pick up the cans. Ernest had the same handling and his own roll back. Conducting the roll back was a young CMO Sea Org member, Nikita Byrnes, who was not Clear and a CL IV auditor. She did some roll back then proceeded to attempt to pull withholds. I’m not sure how I got through this but the whole process lasted 2 hours. After getting out of the auditing room we were immediately ushered into the conference room with Ken Krieger and Brittany Terpstra (?) who demanded R5 million for the IAS to be used for renovations of the Castle. This reg interview lasted until midnight at which point we got up and left with Brittany screaming “YOU WILL PAY!”.
Robert Bokelmann phoned me the next day saying that I had to come back to the org to complete the roll back. At that point I told Robert to take his roll back and shove it up his backside. He threatened “the next ethics gradient”. I asked that he please go ahead.
A few days later Ken Krieger and Claire Anderson arrived at our offices. An off-the-meter interview was done to “repair” the roll back disaster after which Ken then said, basically, “give us R500,000 and we’ll call it quits”. We paid the money to be done with it.
From that point it seemed we were left alone. It was abundantly clear that we were very unhappy.
In 2010 a Class IX auditor came from the Freewinds and asked us to come in for more roll back. Ernest agreed but I avoided it. Ernest’s realisation from this latest round of roll back was that compassion no longer had any part in this church.
Then we saw the return of Charmaine Rodgers to our shores. She contacted me and said she just had to see one of our lodges! I arranged for she and her mother, Sadie Lurie, to stay at our Safari Lodge. There was one room available. Charmaine arrived with her mom AND her brother! The staff didn’t know what to do but Charmaine insisted that they could all sleep in the same bed. When Charmaine got back to Joburg she took a room at our Waterfall Lodge. She said she would only be there a night. One week later after enjoying five star service with no further explanation she left without so much as a “Thanks”.
In 2011 another Class IX auditor arrived in South Africa. He came to our offices and we had a long chat. He then asked that we come to the org as he had a special C/S R-factor, just for us. I had reservations but Ernest felt he had come all this way and they should respect that. Along we went. We were invited to pick up the cans for some more roll back! This auditor pulled out pages of reports from Charmaine Rodgers about all the things Ernest & I had said while she was here.
At this point the relationship with our church was forever severed. This was comm from a Class IX from the Ship that was based on a lie with zero compassion. With no care.
We knew our management was PTS. We saw at this point that they were PTS to their seniors. Our doubt formula began. We took a trip and visited 6 Ideal Orgs around the world: Joburg, Berlin, Malmo, London, Pasedena and Rome. We concluded from this trip that the Ideal Org program was an utter failure for the following reasons:
- These buildings had expenses: Rates, taxes, maintenance that orgs would not be able to afford
- Their fields were decimated. They were broke and afraid of coming to their orgs for fear of being further regged.
- Scientologists were disillusioned with OT. They weren’t doing well so why carry on?
- All the people we met along the way were, almost without exception, not doing well.
It was time to do research for our doubt formula. On the Internet. Even if it meant we would fall pregnant or go blind. Our awakening was complete. We pieced together the history of our church and we now, finally, understood everything that had happened over the last 40 years. The 1982 mission destruction, why so many auditors left the church. Why we were small and going nowhere.
During our research which lasted the better part of 14 months we discovered two very important facts: One, “Command Intention” was not the same as “LRH Intention” and secondly, the Church does NOT have a monopoly on the tech.
No-one can say we didn’t give it our best shot, that we didn’t try to resolve this matter.
From that point the route was clear. We would no longer be part of this Church but we would continue, as we are, to be supporters of this philosophy and the man who founded it, L. Ron Hubbard.
Now I have been declared suppressive for selling t-shirts in 1982 and Ernest has always been an SP!
And that, friends, is our story. It’s beautiful out here. We hope you join us!
All our love,
Ernest & Gaye Corbett

FUCK MY LIFE!!!!!
This is utterly DISGUSTING!!!!! The Church of Suppression has completely lost the plot! I am utterly flabbergasted at the insane tricks that they try pull to cover their blunders.
To Gaye and Ernest: Well done for putting up with all that shit for so long – I would not have been able to last that long!
I look forward to reading the next episode – I hope it comes really soon…. The more TRUE stories (not CoS’ version) that get published, the more the kool aid will get diluted…
Disgusting indeed. They really tried to buy off Scientology. Straight out of HCO PL 21 Apr 1970 “Field Ethics”! Good they were caught.
Dear SNTY. We remember the days when buying your way out of ethics was strictly forbidden as per LRH. We now lament the day it became the only way to leave HCO or to make any progress whatsoever in Scientology. Of course you have the choice to be part of such a group. A choice you have clearly made. Thank you for visiting our blog, we love the open debate.
Dear Squirrels No Thank You, Be sure to mortgage your home and take a boatload of money with you when you go for your next sec check. It’s the ONLY way you’ll ever through your conditions for having read an article on this blog.
SNTY: perhaps before you reply to a post it would seem good form to at least read the damn thing first. Perhaps you need to do some more duplication drills or word clear the post. Actually, come to think of it I dont know if the duplication drills are still done in the church. Either way you seem to have missed the point that these good people were raped and shafted by a group they believed had good intentions. Their only real crime was a failure to agree to a stupid and harmful program (Ideal Orgs) which LRH specifically warned AGAINST. They have applied LRH’s doubt formula and sought the facts for themselves by LOOKING not LISTENING. Had they continued to support it they would have been committing an overt. Once you know something you cannot pretend to not know it.
Squirrels No Thank You: Are you kidding me? Did you read the same article I did? Please explain how the Corbetts “bought off” Scientology when they were being gang-regged, screamed at, shoved into roll-backs, stalked, pleaded with and threatened. They gave, gave and gave some more and when they said “enough” they got declared. Although it would be difficult to compare the magnitude of what these two amazing people have done for SCN, I can tell you there are MANY stories similar to this – including my own.
Troll
Has it not occurred to you “Squirrels No Thank You” that nowdays in Corporate Scientology you have to buy off Scientology from the instant that you walk in the front door for the first time as a new person and then forever thereafter.Buy an IAS status,buy a basics package( or twenty) give without exchange for Buildings,Books,Special Projects,Criminon,Narcanon and IAS status again,,,the list is endless.The demand is endless.
And the reason they get away with it is because there are people of your mentality that make it allright to continue with the madness,
Don’t quote one policy ,,,go read some.Find out firstly what the product of an org is per our Founder,LRH…don’t ask the Usurper ’cause he will get you to bond your house…you poor little trapped mouse.
I used to have lots of money and guess what! I was courted, loved, doors opened for me, eithic no problem, everything wasd easy. Then I lost my money and you guessed it! I was ignored, no help, pushed aside, rejected and generatlly treated like a veneral desease. Its so strange that you think the church does not give you a “good Standing” position when your purse is open and you are flowing tons of money to it. But if you have ever been in my position, you will know without a doubt, the church does give you an ethics clearence on your continuous money flow and does take it away when the money dries up. For 18 years I asked for help, and for 18 years that help came at a price. I evenually got the help I needed from a dedecated Scientologist (nw declared) who did it just for my welbeing and not for the money… Bless your heart my dear friend. You are a shining example of the scientologist that no longer exists in the church
Welcome to the beautiful free world!!! You are both awesome, and you have more supporters than you would even know. Have spread your story far and wide. Much love to you and all the 18!
Defently sp’s!!! I wish there where more sp’s like them. The world would be a much better place!!! You guys should thank the church of declering you, you are now truly free of thouse out exchange criminal basterds. I wish you all the best Gyle and Ernest. You are true friends of LRH
Bravo! The Scientology organization has been described as a mafia-like organization…for good reason. Coercion and Extortion behaviors. Plain and simple. But, they can only succeed when others comply. Congratulations on saying No More! Please keep looking, listening, reading, as there is much more truth to know. The sham has been going on a very long time. You all in Africa have so much support and interest around the world, especially at this time.
WOW! What you two went through was far worse than I could have imagined. I’m almost speechless. SPs my ass! One would have to travel far and wide to find anyone else who put in as much time, effort, expense and theta as you guys have. I’m blown away by your story. The likes of Peter Cooke, Charmaine Rodgers, Faust, Krieger, Bokelman et al ought to be ashamed of themselves. Clearly all a bunch of sociopaths: no conscience. Well, as you say, its a new beginning, and I wish you and your fabulous family infinite success and happiness in all that you do. XOXOOXXO
That is a fantastic story. What organisation on earth would not be proud and privileged to have you guys on board?
However you are both the antithesis of what Miscavige has to have in”his “organisation.
Seeing the state of “his” organisation and the type of Miscaveites that fill his staff and public quotas,you guys definitely do not belong there.
Thank you for this…you have the support and admiration of so many people…including myself….this speaks volumes and is testament to the amazing beings that you are…and of course your wonderful family as well..thank you for all that you have done and all that you continue to do to make this world a better place…it does not go unnoticed and is greatly appreciated…
What a story! Thank you. (And I’m sure there is even more that you didn’t tell.) I truly hope it serves to help wake others up to what Miscavige is doing to the tech and the church. I’m sure the field in South Africa will have a serious jolt on all of this.
I have heard more than one story with Charmaine involved. I hope the Duggans are next to post their resignation.
OMG wouldn’t that be a riot if the Duggans were next!!! As the saying goes: from your lips to God’s ears (or should that be from your post to God’s eyes) 🙂
It seems Charmaine Rodgers has not changed one iota in 30 years. She and Des Khourie carried out the destruction of Joburg North in the early 80s, and she is still hell bent on destroying good people in order to shine in dm’s book. I reckon there is a special place in hell for people like her.
When I look back at the hopes and dreams I started out with back in the 70s, it is shattering to see what has become of us all. Most of us have put up with reges coming into our workplace, wasting hours of our time, and refusing to leave without the money they came for. It astounds me that we have put up with this for so long. But no more…
Ernie and Gaye – I wish you well in this new start you have embarked upon – keep reading the internet. Believe it or not, there are worse stories than yours, although not as many have parted with as much money as you have. The arrogance they show in demanding money from you is just…. I have no words.
If you have not yet come across Maureen Bolstadt’s story, Google her name and read it. Her story kept me up night after night as I wept with her. Truly horrifying.
Thank you for this write up which bespeaks pure and utter logic. I applaud your efforts and research into the truth. Best of luck to you, the other 16 folks who were declared and all of your families.
Dear Gaye and Ernest,
As I posted on an earlier blog post, WELL DONE and WELCOME to true FREEDOM!!!!!
My wife is South African, and I have heard of your names so many times for all the great support over the years.
You probably know your story is all too familiar. My wife and I have had our bad experiences. My wife has lived here in the US since 2007. She had her first exposure to this nonsense when we attended the 2007 Basics MV event at Flag and were told to cancel our next day honeymoon plans or I, as an OT VIII, would be recalled to the ship for 2 intensives of sec checks. As an OT VIII, 3 LS, Cl IV, I could not compute with this threat, and promptly refused to comply and went on the honeymoon. Of course that put a damper on the honeymoon, but we went.
That episode, like you, was the beginning of the end. As a still committed Scientologist, I continued to donate, sometimes in a big way, but my goal was to get my wife up the bridge. In 2007 she was only on NED. Fast forward, I bided my time to get her up the bridge, by 2011 she comp’d VII and went to the ship and did VIII.
But along the way we endured off-policy fundraising, being stuck for over a year with others’ bad credit card donations, grossly out-ARC by SO fundraisers including my wife being severely invalidated for ever getting to OT VIII, and being treated like outcasts just because we didn’t fall in line and donate big again in 2011.
It’s my impression that the level of contribution/donations etc is proportional to the amount of regging/begging/make wrong you receive until you give in.
By the end of 2011 we were well aware of numerous LRH policies that were violated by fundraising and more. Our local ED just side-stepped our questions on this. In Feb 2012, I found Debbie Cook’s email and in 2 weeks we were out.
I’m sure we’re declared, we visited Marty and Mike, and I’m 454 on the Indie 500 list.
It would be a pleasure to meet up on our upcoming Joburg trip – we go there every year Christmas time to visit my wife’s family.
Best of luck to you and the others in the group of 18.
Bruce Goldman
PS. I’ve never heard the term “roll back” please explain.
Rollback is procedure, done by an ethics terminal, where they put you on the meter and try to chase down who passed on an “enemy line” to you, that you are now forwarding. Eventually, in theory, it will all lead back to an SP. It is covered in the policy ” Ethics Officer Hat”, in OEC Vol 1, altho it is not given that name. There were LRH advices giving it that title and instruction on how to conduct the procedure. It is purely an ethics tool.
Hi Starman8 – This action is covered in Flag Orders. Essentially it’s a metered action where the PC (read victim) is interrogated and probed about where he got his “enemy line/s” from. Questions asked are “WHO told you” “WHERE did you get that from” etc. The idea being that the enemy line will “roll back” to a WHO (read SP) causing all the trouble in the field. And of course if one says “well, no-one told me, I observed it for myself”, then BAM – YOU are toast – so you either give them a name or you are it.
Thanks for the Rollback data – having done the Ethics Spec course I was still clueless, but your answers help.
Dear Ernest and Gaye.
I thank you so much for coming out with your story. I have to admit I have been anticipating it for what seems like a long time but is probably only days. Evidently the church could not comm-ev you as evidence is needed for that. Evidence which would be more damning of the church than yourselves.
I have come to realise in my own search recently, while trying to find out about the church from other sources, that the truth has almost nothing to do with it. Protecting the Poison Dwarf and his income, hiding and denying church overts, keeping parishioners and staff as confused as possible, these are Command Intention now.
Because you are real, old-fashioned, LRH tech Scientologists, you will now go from strength to strength – having gotten rid of a major SP from your lives. I wish you and the other declared good people all the best in your new-found freedom.
Who said it was the dark side? Looks pretty shiny bright to me!
Thanks for writing all of this. I think it’s a lesson for other areas as well. Mexico and Canada AOs need to be finished, and I think that Russia and Taiwan are the next ones to get this sort of attention.
I thought I’d have a quick peek at the blog before going to bed and WOW! I have been wanting to hear from Gaye & Ernest! I recall the crush regging especially after the Basics release and the debit order system being forced on us for Ideal Orgs. It sounded logical but became engramic and policed. I thought we had it very rough but this is simply outrageous! In my few decades as a Scientologist I never dreamed we’d actually live up to the enemy line that we were a money making racket but this is what we’ve evolved into! Coerced to donate or be ridiculed and not allowed on service with credit cards maxed out and not being able to make it through the reg gauntlet on our way to the course room. No wonder so few have completed the Basics lineup. The Corbetts were pioneers and still are. Thank you for lighting the way for the rest of us.
I am tempted to say ‘Unbelievable! ! !’ (with a few added expletives), but nothing that happens in the CoS really surprises me anymore. I expect each new revelation to be more insane than the last. And it doesn’t get any more insane than this.
Thank you for your story Ernest and Gaye. And well done on surviving this! I think that lesser beings would have gone mad by now.
I was Scientology public at St Hill and I thought I had it rough – but what I went through was nothing compared to the insanity that you have suffered. And all because you wanted to help and contribute. You have given and given and instead of being treated like heroes you have been treated like criminals. What sort of ‘church’ treats their best friends like their worst enemies? One that is corrupt and dying. I’m guessing that Miscavige is attempting to squeeze as much out of the faithful as he can before he has to run for the hills.
Thanks Axiom142 and welcome to our proudly South African blog!
Well done on taking this step and making your story known. I would not have lasted that long had I been in your shoes.
I wish more people took a tour of some “Ideal Orgs” to do some Obnosis Drills or did the maths on finances, instead of believing the Event Hype.
I remember thinking when the Ideal Orgs were starting to be pushed, that “This seem lika a perversion of ‘Be, Do, Have’.” Then I viewed it with mild interest as a Pilot Project for some years, and lately I have come to view it as a failure and disaster.
The worst thing is the utter disregard for the sacrifices done by those who donate and for their time money and not the least their Bridge that they could have spent the money on, or the millions of other things they could have used that for that would have been more rewarding. When it comes to money, the public is always wrong.
Thank you Ernest and Gaye, for all you have done and for setting a good example for others to follow. Lets hope this is the beginning of something better and more survival.
Wow what a story. A couple of those names came straight out of my own past – Sadie Lurie, my one-time next door neighbour who introduced me to scientology, and George Southworth, the first scientologist I met at the Joburg North Org in Yeoville. I saw Sadie at an IAS event a couple of years ago. Probably the last one I ever went to. I was also at Saint Hill about three plus years ago and met George’s mother-in-law there. She said that George was at St Hill. I didn’t see him and it occurs to me he may have been on the RPF – hence no sight of him in the two weeks I was there.
Gaye and Ernest, I know you by reputation only, and have to say I am utterly shocked to hear of the despicable and disrespectful manner that you have been treated. I know it to be true because i have on occasion been treated that way myself, and I will bet that many a person in the field can say the same. You were really put under extreme pressure though. The justification that some of them truly believe is that it is for the greater good. What a trap. The staff and Sea Org are set up to believe that it is all for good and they go on ruthlessly stomping over the field, while being applauded and encouraged by crazy terminals up lines. You get the feeling you have been thrown to the lions, and there is no reasoning with them because they are hungry and the Emperor won’t feed them unless they get you!
Yelling “YOU WILL PAY” and “Give us R500K and we will call it quits” – they treat you as if you owe them. And now we know that “we have a special C/S just for you” – means “rollback”. The nerve!
I did not know Alex Faust, but doubtless he is having a very hard time of it. I feel very heart sore about the youngsters in the SO – they never really stood a chance. If I were him I would not have gotten on that plane back to Florida last week. It was a one way ticket to the RPF – but he probably sees he has no choice and is desperate to get back in good standing so he can get back on post and continue to live a life in fear of “COB”. Some purpose.
Corbett family, you all deserve your freedom. Flourish and prosper! Well down for getting out. I am on tenterhooks for part two!
Dear old friends, Gaye and Ernest. What a hair raising story. It is beyond belief that these people feel they can treat parishioners (if this can be called a “church”) with such disdain, contempt and ownership and apparently have not one twinge of conscience. I remember having to hide in my apartment for 6 HOURS with the light off because they were casing the building trying to accost me should they see me. In fact, I eventually had to tell the caretaker that if anyone asked if I was in that he had to say he had no idea. Talk about being suppressed. It is HORRIBLE. All they wanted was my credit card and to increase my mortgage despite the fact that I had already been put into debt( with no hope of making up that money) by redoing most of my bridge and that not even in sequence! A mish mash of bright ideas that is so destructive and each time having to pay again for grades or clear at OT RATES.. What a money spinner for them.
I am absolutely thrilled and happy for you and your wonderful family. What an honor to be declared. Your story is going to help so many really go free! Love you all to pieces.
Congratulations on getting out of the criminal organization known as the Church of $cientology. I am so glad you are free. I may not understand why you continue to believe in LRH, but you have every right to follow the tech without constantly being harassed for money. The church is not concerned with helping others. You should not have to pay millions of dollars for total freedom.
What an extraordinary story! Thank you for the telling, Ernest and Gaye. Some readers might have trouble believing it but almost any scientologist who has trodden the path knows that it is true and I, for one, I believe every word. I’m sure that there is a whole lot more you could have said about the idiotic actions of Management both Local and International. You’ve shown remarkable restraint! 🙂
Thanks again and congratulations on surviving it, I wish you all nothing but the best in your future travels.
Love, Panda/Dave Gibbons (Sydney).
All of these stories have been horrific, this is one of the worst. When ‘Ethics and justice tech’ is used in facilitating extortion then the evolution of black dianetics is complete. IT has been particularly successful for them when used against those of us softened up by the use of six monthly sec checking throughout years of OTVII.
I’m very saddened to hear what you were put through.
When I got out in 2008 I reached out to all my friends in a hope to save them the pain we went through, many did come with us, some instantly disconnected and that was very painful. Almost as painful as seeing harm that we tried to prevent.
Good luck in your endevours.
Best wishes to you both; you & yours deserve every happiness and peace. Frankly, I am amazed at your generosity and patience. What a bunch of calculating, suppressive thugs.
Whatever happened to Claire Anderson? Is she cleaning dumpsters with Alex & Ken? Will these people ever feel any form of remorse? Just awful.
Apparently she is back in LA and Ken and Alex are at Flag receiving auditing apparently not RPFed.
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Gosh. I know Charmaine from when she was a kid in Cape Town. Sadie and David too. Known them all for years. Charmaine grew up into a total Jewish Princess and this only got worse with her “success” as a reg and the influence of the American side of the world. Now she seems to be an out and out thief.
So sad.
Yes her regging methods are not pleasant to say the least. I am so pleased I don’t have to talk to her again and make excuses. What a relief when you don’t have to pretend anymore.
Ml
Gaye
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A familiar tale that’s recurred across continents.
That’s some story. Thanks for telling it here. By the way, this blog really rocks. Many of us in the States are now reading it. We’re pretty shocked by the news that 18 OTs were expelled en masse. Please keep the news rolling out. It all helps to educate others.
I send my very best to everyone who was recently declared and those who are reading and posting here.
Hi Just Me,
So nice to see you visiting us in South Africa. I have been reading your chat thread over at ESMB and am delighted to finally say “Hello”. Enjoy your visit with us and it would be really cool if one day you made it here IRL. (You can bring Purple and some faeries 🙂 )
In the meantime – keep an eye on this blog – I have a feeling things are about to get hot down here!
looks like you could use some fairies, you certainly have your share of devils! i am so glad you guys have finally escaped!
I posted the word “troll” above (below?) in response to the obvious trolling by Squirrels No Thank You who appeared to be happy that the Corbetts were declared. I may have misunderstood that post, if so, I apologize.
But the Corbetts, what a story! No good deed goes unpunished in today’s CofS.
More importantly though, these fine people persevered throughout. I’m proud to be an indie operating in the wilds, doing my part to deliver Scn. I’m further inspired by their saga.
Dear Gaye and Ernest. Thanks so much for sharing your story with us. As horrific and hard to confront as it was, sadly I believe every word.
Although I cannot hope to compare my contribution to the magnitude of yours, I too experienced the relentless gang regging, make-wrong and veiled threats of justice actions to get me to cough up. I remember many a time writing out cheques or handing over my card just to make it go away. The flow was always that I somehow “owed” them – these cold-hearted rip-off artists were actually doing me a favour!
This, in amongst the obvious lies being told locally and at Int events about our expansion – which even a blind person in a dust storm could have seen was not the case – a myriad insane and unjust ethics witch-hunts, botched justice cycles and the mandatory non-Clear R-Factors followed by some pretty shit 3-swing F/N auditing ultimately set me onto my search for the truth. It has been a soul-searching time. I have found I was not alone, and I was not going mad.
I violently objected (and was shot down in flames) when it was announced that Peter Cooke had been posted as the Stats I/C (Div1 post in HCO) on the Joburg OT Committee – after he had returned to SA with his tail between his legs having defrauded so many and owing you guys a fortune. I overheard him telling someone that he could not be held responsible for the property crash in the USA and therefore he did not feel obliged to honour his debts. It was a case of “beware the investor”. I was disgusted. I note that he and his family are enjoying overseas holidays, living the high life and taking pride of place in the front row at org events again. I really hope he comes to his senses one day. Karma is a real bitch.
I wish you and your family all the very best as you head into a new future.
“To new beginnings and other adventures” – LRH (Knowingness book)
Ernest & Gaye, I cannot tell you how happy I am to see your smiling faces on this blog. I had tears in my eyes when I first heard of your freedom from the church. I wish you and your entire family nothing but happiness and joy on your new journey. With love, Christie
Christie, I have been wanting to say for the longest time that you were one of the sane SO members during your time here in Africa. Your kindness and understanding saved me many times. I was very sad to see you go and devasted to learn of your declare which only made me realise that int had indeed gone mad. So happy you are well.
Christie, a huge welcome from us to our Blog. You have many friends in South Africa and we sincerely hope to see you back here again sometime. Thanks for dropping by!
Ernest & Gaye, welcome to the free world of the tech! More power to y’all and may you see your best days yet!
Chapeau Ernest and Gaye. You are incredible people! Thank you for all you have done for our religion. As far as RCS is concerned, I feel you should sue them. What else can we say about the empire of evil?
Gaye and Ernest,
Welcome to freedom. Freedom to think freely, to talk freely, to write freely your own opinions and to counter, or utter or write upon the opinions of others. This is something I and many others have been able to do since leaving the Church of David Miscavige. As you have stated, you did your research on the internet and found the truth as did many of us before you. Scientology as it exists today is in a completely altered form and is no longer what it was originally intended to be. Thank you both for speaking out and telling others what you have found. Bless you both. The truth shall set you free.
OP: “SPs? You decide.”
Yes, they are both Big SPs!!!
SPs = Social Personalities
Starman8: “my goal was to get my wife up the bridge.”
Bruce’s wife is a lucky lady.
I sure am, MaBu, I sure am!! 😉
Wow! My sincere admiration to you both for your integrity in coming forward and sharing your story! It will help many that are still trapped in this charade. Your betrayal by the Corporate Church of Scientology was horrific and disgusting. Your intentions were in the right place and I must ack your very dedicated activities!. My best postulates for a wonderful future for yourselves and all those you cherish. Congratulations on all your new freedoms! Your gonna love it!
(in the church as a public for just over 40 years!)
My wife and I walked a similar path as yours. When I was finally able to spot where the suppression was coming from, mass started blowing. Freedom. I was on a road to freedom and was getting more and more entrapped then finally I spotted my suppression, he who cannot be named. Since, I have truly been enjoying my freedom. Enjoy your freedom.
Wow! I’m so sorry to hear your experience of the cofs dwindling spiral. It’s sad to hear that people like you guys were overboarded for doing so much to keep the ship off the shoals. What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger…there are many similarly strong people who are out here to greet you and support you in your journey forward. It’s an amazing story of unyielding support of LRH’s tech and tolerance as the organization dramatized the PTSness that’s pervaded the organization. I admire your conclusions and decisions. I wish you all the best.
Ernest and Gaye,
Your story is hard to read with out wanting to get automatic weapons and storm the building…the betrayal of trust is really too much to be borne.
I understand your comments about wondering where the suppression came from: Who was Management PTS to?
While living in Russia I heard an old proverb, “The fish rots from the head”.
And in the case of Scientology its only too true.
Well done on your prison break!
I wish you both the best and hope to run into you two someday!
Andy Porter
What a story. Be proud to join the ranks of those the “church” has cut comm. with.
Gaye, if you were declared for selling t-shirts, they must be really good ones, Can I buy a dozen or so?
Gaye and Ernest,
Thank you for telling your story and congratulations!
Is a very humbling moment when one realizes how stupid one has been by supporting a bunch of thugs while thinking they were “the most ethical group on the planet.” Specially if that support included making sacrifices or extraordinary measures. I can relate. It takes a lot of guts to own up to it and do something about it. My respect and admiration for doing so.
Welcome home.
Luis
Mr. Garcia, I have read your resignation letter to Miscavige and found it to be a masterful treatise. You, and all in your corner, know more about Scientology, and its law and procedure than Miscavige. Mr. Babbitt couldn’t ask for a better client, and you couldn’t ask for a better lawyer. You will prevail.
I post here now to suggest that you encourage the Corbetts to seek legal redress as you did.
I was going to suggest that directly to them, but I think it would have much more weight coming from you than a stranger.
Best of luck and best wishes to you and yours.
Dear Luis,
It is a real honor to hear from you, yours was one of the first write ups I read ,I got it through a mystery friend and it changed my whole life, I finally realized I wasn’t the only one and I wasn’t mad. From there I went to all the other sites where guys had proper LRH references and were not just spewing entheta. You have certainly blazed the trail for a lot of us and we do admire the courage and integrity that you had long before we could even look. We look back and cannot believe we never did anything about this horrific out ethics years ago. I was so scared that I would put my kids in a position where we would take away their eternity, it is called fear. Then one day we realized that it is impossible to go free in a tone level of fear and everyone around us,all our OT friends were in fear. That sprung us out of the church faster than a cannon. We just had to figure out how to do it without causing a major split with all our family and friends.
Anyway it is now done and the relief was huge, like shackles falling off our shoulders. Thank you for being there and all you do
Love , Ernest and Gaye
The story of the Corbetts is only dramatic because of the amounts involved and consequently the dedication of the hyenas in their pursuit of the offal. (Do you like the game lodge analogy?) However, even us ‘small fish’ all have similar stories, its just the amounts involved are far smaller (but often as meaningful to us – or more – as a percentage of our income). My donations were ‘only’ in the hundreds of thousands of rands, but believe me it’s money I could do with now. Without wishing to sound prescient I predicted back in 2008 that this is the way it would go – like any bum on the street, it was inevitable the cult would realise it is easier to beg, borrow and steal money than to actually produce it. I haven’t paid a cent to the group since 2009. I’m being coy about details here as I’m still in.
There is nothing I’m reading here that is new – don’t get me wrong, it’s still interesting – but from a tone level point of view find myself getting wearied by the endless carping. I find the CoS is still an exceptionally strong group – because those still in still believe everything they hear and will truly believe the ’18’ are SPs. Period. They are organised and committed. I have had a couple of comm cycles with the dear brainwashed and find this entire rebellion within the church a la Martin Luther is passing them by. They truly believe we are within an inch of ‘clearing’ this planet – because they don’t look to see: where is the actual scientology outside my front door? Where are the real stats? – and they certainly won’t realise that the Corbett group is taking half those (global) stats with them. Still, those out of the church are weak. Carping criticism is no foundation for a group to form – we will never have the strength of the CoS, sadly.
Unless.. What action is intended from all this? What needs to happen, and I hope behind the scenes the 18 are looking at this, is for the CoS to be sued for our donations and buildings back (and for the SO personnel to personally rebuild the Durban building) and for the Corbetts et al to establish an Independent group where we can all pursue scientology in what used to be a fun environment replete with PERSONAL wins. How many of us came through the Jory mission and loved the experience?? Huh?
Dear Debbie,
I could not agree with you more on most of the points you made… No matter how big or small the donation was, it still hurt the person giving it and we could ill afford to part with the money, us less than some guys who were succored into bonding their houses and creating huge hardships. The one correction I would like to make is that it is not the Corbett 18. It is just a bunch of 18 that have all had the cog together and yes we are looking at the future. We are all still totally dedicated to LRH tech and will continue using it to create a better world. Keep your eyes on the blog.
Ml Gaye
Welcome to the free world. It is a shame that these thugs can rape and pillage as they like. May your voice help others to wake up. Thanks for speaking out.
Gaye and Ernest,
Thank you for sharing your horrifyingly sad story. While Africa was mostly disregarded by “Management” during my time at the Int Base it’s obvious that DM found out at some point there was money to be had in that part of the world. I hope you will explore means to have at least some of your “donations” over the years returned to you, though it sounds as though you are both extremely successful in business and would do just fine without the hassle the church would put you through. I knew the Jory daughters who were all three at Int at one point. Two escaped the cult but Geray is still there as far as I know.
I just wanted to extend my welcome to the non-crazy world of independent Scientology outside the radical corporate church. I wish you both and your family all the best.
Ah cool! Joe posting on the SA blog. Youre a legend man!
Dear Dan,
Thank you so much for your welcome it is great to hear from guys such as yourself. We have been reading your write ups and blogs for a long time and it is fantastic to know that there are really stable and powerful OTs out of the Corp Church.
The youngest Jury daughter is in SA and runs a mission, sadly she was one of the first to disconnect from us, you would think after their history she would at least look. Oh well the way I like to look at it is that we all have our own comm lag- some longer than others.
Our story is very common and in a lot of ways I am embarrassed at the amount of time it took us to cognite, I just hope our story will be read by some who realize they have had the same treatment and will move out to join the sunshine.
Love
Gaye
As someone who did some training at Flag my turning point was when I heard you, Dan Koon, had left CofS. Thank you for being vocal and active outside – YOU GAVE ME HOPE!
Omg, thank you so much!
These days there is no auditing like you had at the beginning, no refund, no wish to “address” a problem. The Co$ would simply tell you that you have “hidden standards”. I never dared to say what I wanted to be audited on as this would be an expectation and then a “hidden standard”.
Please use the following weapons:
– New year emails comparable to Debbie Cook
– media like TV
– support court cases against fraud inside the cult, maybe as witnesses
– Sell even more T-shirts. I’ll buy one!
Hi Gaye and Ernest, funny I am not surprised about your declaration. I gave 22 of my life to the movement working day and night mostly without proper food and mostly no pay and then declared SP. So welcome to the club. The problem is of course Miscavige the complete nut case
Wow. The sea org is acting like an Aberative/vampire personality. Preying on other people’s production. If one looks at “On human behavior” the sea org fits into every one of those characteristics LRH mentions.
Dear Ernest and Gaye,
My heart goes out to you.
What a true power couple you are and a true example of what OT would exemplify. The church unfortunately has become an uncaring cult and the Times did get it right after all when it called them the Cult of Greed. Your story proves this in spades.
My wife and I resigned from the cult a few years ago after reading the Truth Rundown by the St. Pete times. OSA came to our house to try to “handle us” but they couldn’t answer any of our questions and we were ultimately declared SP’s. It was so funny to us to one day being OL’s and “Humanitarians” and the next day being horrible SP scum.
Your story is horrible to a rare degree and I am so glad that you are still functioning.
The great news is that you are finally free of that madness and you will really be able to soar now. I know with all my heart that dm will crash and burn one day soon. Best of luck to you both and I hope to meet you someday.
Dear Toni, gosh I too would love to meet you, I presume you are in the states and we do visit from time to time and we could meet up. That move from hero to villain was quite a ride but we cannot believe how the PTSness is just falling off our shoulders. I could never bring myself to say… Yes I am PTS to my Church. Wow how liberating to finally be out. My only regret is that I cannot frame my Golden Rod. They are toooo cowardly to give it to us. Actually I do have one regret, I have some very dear and wonderful friends still stuck inside that hell hole doing …yes you guessed it, their objectives. They are on the circular bridge.
Maybe one day they will cognite.
Ml
Gaye
The Sea Org under David Miscavige’s guidance are so high and mighty that everything you own is now theirs upon command, it’s communism at it’s worst under the guise of religion that is suppose to free you, which it did at one point but then it got twisted. I hope you Ernest & Gaye have been able too salvage yourselves from the financial ruin that many Scientologists face or have had to face from these insane reg cycles and may you flourish and prosper like never before now that you are out from under the suppression.
A sincere and heartfelt Thank You to Gaye and Ernest, and others like you, for telling your story and for having the guts to make a stand against the utter insanity and criminal levels of exchange that currently prevail within the so-called ‘Church’ of Scientology.
I know because I’ve also seen the way things work behind the scenes as a staff member – vicious nattering about/undermining of public when they don’t fall in line, not to mention of staff as well; a ‘standard’ operating basis of unethical shortcuts and subterfuge in dealing with anyone who might stand in the way of ‘getting a product’; continual false reporting to management and public alike about the ‘products’ that are being achieved… The list goes on. Incidentally I will never forget the day the staff of Joburg Org were called to a Gold photo shoot on the front steps of the Org for the purpose of providing ‘evidence’ to Int Management (later to be broadcast to the public at an Int Event) of a booming, prosperous Org… Well, there simply weren’t enough staff so the solution from the Gold crew was to call over approx 15 or so construction workers/labourers who were busy laying bricks for the extension on the Joburg Org, get them quickly dressed in the new uniforms, and have them stand within the staff group, smiling and waving for the cameras. This nature of false reporting is not only not uncommon, it is rife in the current ‘Church’. The concept of ‘product’ vs. ‘overt product’, as well as the concept of ‘exchange’ is simply not-ised despite being such a fundamental natural law in this universe.
Unfortunately the current scene has gone too far and it is going to take the braver/stronger beings who are willing to observe for themselves and say what they’ve observed, to awaken the remainder. So Thank You again to the truly strong beings who have the integrity to say what they see and not tolerate the low-toned, destructive actions that occur on a daily basis – in fact, to not tolerate the TRULY ‘anti-Scn’ and ‘anti-LRH’ actions being perpetrated by current management…
“To believe in something, and not to live it, is dishonest.” – Mahatma Gandhi
Amazing Truthseeker! Can’t believe the story about the gold shoot!
Truthseeker, I don’t know whether to laugh or cry about that Gold Shoot. Wow x a million that they are so happy to false report not only up lines, but also to the public. I remember that picture – I seem to recall that I counted 46 heads – so now we discover that 15 of them are bricklayers and not staff. That’s just too funny.
The Church of Scientology is disappearing into an illusion,and it seems to be happy with that. There were also reports from the Church that there were over 2 500 people attending the Portland Ideal Org opening some months back, whilst insiders say 500 people – tops – is the true figure. And now the opening of the Flag Building, release of Super Power and GAT II, they estimate will attract 10 thousand people in the “most important” event in the history of Scientology (yeah because Dianetics and the OT levels are just old rubbish, right?). At least one thousand in that audience (maybe the whole audience – time will tell) are the Outer Org Trainees who have not been allowed to go/come home. And then what some people may not know is that there are advertised casting calls for actors to appear in the audio visuals. My guess is that you will see some of these actors in the video when the event is released world wide. So the guys you see standing and cheering, might be ………bricklayers trying to break into acting – for the advertised $150,00 plus $30,00 money for gas/petrol, why wouldn’t they? That’s what our donations buy – an illusion.
While OSA may accuse me of spreading entheta, let me say this – If there was no entheta there would be nothing to spread. Take responsibility for your actions, and stop being the victim!
Ernie & Gaye, thanks to you guys for making your way out of Depraved Mestcavige’s “Church of In$anity.” It is difficult indeed to confront that one has been manipulated to such an extent as happened to you, but ultimately, one does simply confront what is.
For sure, all of us, especially the ‘old school’ scns, will relish the collapse of the hitherto concealed ‘prince of darkness’ and just get on with rebuilding what works.
A mention was made of the Dror academy, in Israel, managed by Dani Lemberger, and this COULD be a model well worth emulating, as a reformation project, GENUINELY free of any SP’s.
(ahem).. It takes one to know one, right? You being the “SP’s” extraordinaire that you are?
Hey, the one thing that comes to mind, whenever I think of Ernie, is his unwavering ability to think in simplicities! That, to me , is at the heart of real power!
Love & ARC, Calvin.
Bravi !!!!!
Congratulations from Italy.
This is the time to celebrate!!!!!!
Go South Africa.
Wow! Thank you both for stopping by our blog!